cw: mentions of self-harm/alcoholism

[There are so very many things wrong with him, Magenta, and only part of it is Norfinbury. If he could sink himself into a bottle of whiskey right now, he would. Multiple bottles of it until he doesn't care that he can't actually express anything he's feeling. If he could even just hurt himself, that would be something. It wouldn't be the punishment he feels he deserves for what happened, but it would be a start. He'll just have to rely on Peter for that.]

My death price is making it difficult to talk right now, and I need to go. Sorry.

But I understand. Bye, Magenta. Please stay safe, wherever you are.