[Watson is very much like Clint. He can picture Clint railing at him for the same sort of thing from anyone else. And he can imagine Watson putting himself on the line to spare others too.]

You can't blame him for feeling bad. What happened to us goes against everything we stand for. Hurting innocent people, hurting friends, it makes you wonder if it isn't just that you lost control, but that you might not have had it to begin with. Maybe you're not as good as you try to be.

It's a hard thing to recover from.