[Well, that's something John would tell other people, but he's supposed to do better than this, look at the whole instead of considering himself first. On the whole, what Sherlock did was right. But knowing that doesn't help the way John feels.
He wishes Fiona were here.]
He said I was angry before. Will be angry. But he doesn't think we can make it up this time.
I'm so angry with him, Clint. Every time I look at him I just want to hit him. I can't trust him. He never trusted me as much as I thought he did. It'd be easier parting ways. I don't want him around, but I don't want to him to go, either. I need him.
[Which leads to some of his current and very self-inflicted dilemma.]
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He wishes Fiona were here.]
He said I was angry before. Will be angry. But he doesn't think we can make it up this time.
I'm so angry with him, Clint. Every time I look at him I just want to hit him. I can't trust him. He never trusted me as much as I thought he did. It'd be easier parting ways. I don't want him around, but I don't want to him to go, either. I need him.
[Which leads to some of his current and very self-inflicted dilemma.]