jumpthegun: (Default)
John Watson ([personal profile] jumpthegun) wrote2016-04-04 09:15 pm
Entry tags:

IC Inbox (v1.0)



You've reached Dr. John Watson. Please leave a message.
sharktrash: (waiting // cold)

cw: suicide

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-11-12 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ the messages trickle in one by one. ]


being sick of this place

which isn't strange

also dying a lot, which obviously hasn't happened

walking

a lot of walking

and I remember going past a bus station but not stopping

just trying to get as far as possible

that makes no sense i was running short on food at that point

by nightfall I ended up on this roof with buried corpses that I remembered being on a lot of times before, it was supposed to be a puzzle but I could never figure it out

same this time

and I remember thinking, "maybe this time they'll fucking let me stay dead"

very distinctly

so I fucked them up

nothing

it did get very cold though

i didn't want to be an environmental statistic so i stabbed myself in the neck
sharktrash: (determined // slice)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-11-18 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Does that happen a lot? people acting out of character? that is so fucked up


[ He doesn't like it. He doesn't like it one bit, this notion that he is not in control of his actions 100% of the time. ]


i've never intended to go for the puzzle anyway

i'm just gonna check out the walls and doors

don't really care how local dead folk feel about me



[ NOTICE HOW HE'S TOTALLY IGNORING THAT "FIND COMPANY" BIT? YEAH. HE'S IGNORING IT. ]

[ He also seriously doubts some rando could stop him from anything, let alone make him feel better. It's not how things usually worked. Being alone was fine, right? ]
sharktrash: (blank // calm)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-11-19 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
well

at least I'm not individually going insane



[ SILVER LININGS. ]

[ Of course, how "sane" a killer for hire must be to begin with is a different matter. ]



yeah i'm definitely not staying out at night

any idea where people get bombs around here? i skipped most of my crafts classes
sharktrash: (blank // calm)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-11-21 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Bucky ]

[ ... ]

[ ............. ]



oh we've


met



[ THE SMOOTHEST MOTHERFUCKER IN TOWN ]
sharktrash: (frown // ugh gross)

1/?

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-11-23 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ wow John do you have so little faith in his fighting ability? ]


i'm fine, actually
sharktrash: (blank // calm)

2/2

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-11-23 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ... ]


i probably have a concussion though
Edited 2017-11-23 21:18 (UTC)
sharktrash: (blank // crickets)

i lied 3/3

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-11-23 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ......... ]

maybe a broken rib? but it stopped hurting a few days ago

[ YOU KNOW, WHEN HE DIED. Funny how that works. I totally forgot that fight took place during the event for a moment. ]
Edited 2017-11-23 21:17 (UTC)
sharktrash: (blank // calm)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-11-25 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ look you asked, John ]

uh

didn't notice any symptoms since i woke up in the bodybag

which was disgusting by the way thanks for asking

but also something's just... off

if that makes sense
sharktrash: (concerned // lol shh)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-11-26 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ :( ]

Not really no

[ ... ]

it's like... a part of me is missing?

I felt a bit like that since I got here but it's stronger now
sharktrash: (concerned // lol shh)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-12-03 11:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ well now that he thinks about it... Rain Flames are sort of like that? Most people couldn't put another to sleep with a touch. ]

Ish

Either you can access it or not, there's nothing to diminish further

I don't think that's it this time

Something more important



sharktrash: (diplomatic // no srsly keep your trash)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-12-07 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It is both a blessing and a curse in this case. That suggestion is exactly what he forgot. ]

[ The reply will take a moment. Squalo is just a little bit taken aback by the question but he's not sure why, which makes him angry that he didn't just immediately answer. It was obvious, right? It was why he had challenged the Sword Emperor; he wanted the world to bow down to him and crown him king. ]


Me, naturally


I wanna be #1

in everything
sharktrash: (concerned // lol shh)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-12-09 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
my

[ he silences and stares at the word that his tablet had put to text for a few moments. ]

[ There's something missing here. Is this it? ]


My squad, I guess.
sharktrash: (blank // calm)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-12-21 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Why are you doing this, John. He's suddenly feeling unsure, and it's the goddamn scariest thing he's ever felt, because normally he committed every atrocity of his life with commitment and confidence. ]

I'm not sure

I know i'm the leader

But some things don't add up



So let me get this straight, we don't just get random personality switches, but fucking amnesia too?



sharktrash: (blank // this hangover is killing me)

[personal profile] sharktrash 2017-12-26 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
what

[ Alright, alright, calm down Squalo, that second thing actually sounds like something that could happen where he's from, ish, and he's already seen and heard about weird shit here. It does, however, reassure him somewhat. That's exactly what he needs. ]

Anyway

Good to hear it's not just me going utterly bonkers

(no subject)

[personal profile] sharktrash - 2017-12-31 14:03 (UTC) - Expand