Mm... s'pose so. Not sure if you remember, but awhile back, I sort of snapped at you when you said this place reminded you of the war. [Back when they hadn't been allies. John runs a hand through his hair and his voice goes a little softer.] It was because of something Sherlock's brother said to me. The first time we met... He told me to fire my therapist. Said she'd got it wrong. I wasn't afraid of the war, I missed it.
It's not normal. [And he's a little hesitant to admit it to Alfie because of that. But here they are.] Running with Sherlock was like being back in the war. [The excitement, the danger, the adrenaline. If John didn't have his morals, he's very aware this would probably make him a prime candidate for some sort gang in Alfie's time.] Just... in London.
[And not at home. Even if Sherlock decides not to jump, he's probably going home to a different universe where things turned out differently, not John's.]
I'm not angry. I'm annoyed. [It's Irene Adler calling them a couple all over again.] And he and Mr. Taylor are here at the moment and looking over at me now.
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Has he got any of my prescriptions?
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Sherlock didn't start that trend, mate.
[He chose to go to Afghanistan, after all.]
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It's not normal. [And he's a little hesitant to admit it to Alfie because of that. But here they are.] Running with Sherlock was like being back in the war. [The excitement, the danger, the adrenaline. If John didn't have his morals, he's very aware this would probably make him a prime candidate for some sort gang in Alfie's time.] Just... in London.
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If we leave, if we can go, will you miss it here?
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[And not at home. Even if Sherlock decides not to jump, he's probably going home to a different universe where things turned out differently, not John's.]
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[Even if Sherlock still drives him mad.]
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Why are you asking, Alfie?
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[Or at least it's not a no.]
You're in love with him, aren't you? Properly in love.
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[Are they really having this conversation?]
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I am not in love with Sherlock.
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[He doesn't believe you, Watson.]
I suppose the details don't matter very much, do they.
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[The details matter.]
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Goodnight, Alfie.
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[You know, for once.]
Have a good night, then.
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