[John's tone flattens. He doesn't have the emotional capacity to deal with this as a fight.]
I think he wants to get home so that he can keep murdering people for their abilities. He's dangerous, Al. He murdered Doctor Suresh. Sherlock and I are looking after him.
Look, I know what he did was wrong, there's no way I would ever defend murder. But does that mean a murderer can never do a good thing in their future? I think I can help him.
It means a man who was murdering people on the regular for power less than two months ago needs a little more time absent murder and attacking people before I'll consider giving them more of a leash. I appreciate that you want to help him and everyone in Norfinbury by extension, Al, but this isn't a burden you need to bear. He attacked Sherlock only recently. That doesn't inspire a great deal of confidence in me that he won't try to attack you.
[He can understand the concern, but it makes him bristle every time Dr. Watson treats him like a young child unable to 'carry the burdens'.]
With all due respect, Dr. Watson, I know how to handle people who have been killers. It might not be a burden I 'need' to bear, but I'm perfectly willing to; and isn't it better that he's where he wants to be as well, it'll make him more amenable.
With all due respect, Mr. Elric, it's not your decision or mine, ultimately. Sherlock is the one who has a better read on Mr. Gray. If he says it's all right, then I'll defer to him. If he doesn't, then Mr. Gray will be staying with us. I'll speak with him when I have the chance.
Everything is fine. Thank you. I'm just tired. [He doesn't answer that second question.] I'm gonna try to get some sleep. You should, too, Al. You need it. Goodnight.
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[He sounds reserved and serious, but not concerned.]
I can't tell you what he told me, it's personal to him, but I believe he really wants a chance to try and be a better man.
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I think he wants to get home so that he can keep murdering people for their abilities. He's dangerous, Al. He murdered Doctor Suresh. Sherlock and I are looking after him.
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[Give him a little more credit, Dr. Watson.]
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[He'll give that concession, though Dr. Watson hasn't seen just how physically badly off he is thank goodness.]
But he listens to me.
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Why do you want to travel with him, Al. Is it because you think you can help him in some way?
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Look, I know what he did was wrong, there's no way I would ever defend murder. But does that mean a murderer can never do a good thing in their future? I think I can help him.
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With all due respect, Dr. Watson, I know how to handle people who have been killers. It might not be a burden I 'need' to bear, but I'm perfectly willing to; and isn't it better that he's where he wants to be as well, it'll make him more amenable.
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Couldn't you speak to him now?
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[Has he just called the wrong person entirely?]
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Not at the moment, no. He's with Sherlock.
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Okay. Thank you, Dr. Watson, it's just that Mr. Gray told me to talk to you about him leaving. I guess I need to call Mr. Holmes, huh?
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[Busy planning to get himself killed. John's going to try to make it to the chapel tomorrow, in spite of tripping over his own feet in the snow.]
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Is everything okay? What aren't they with you any more?
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Al doesn't believe that for a single moment.]
Dr. Watson, wait--
[Don't hang up on him, jerk.]
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