[What John is hearing is that the programming can be broken to some extent.]
Bucky, I've told you I won't lie to you.
I will make one attempt to reach you, then I will attempt to forcefully subdue you in a way that might very well kill you, and then I'll kill you if I haven't already or that doesn't work. I can't promise to kill you immediately. You're too important to me for that.
But I'll contact Nat first, so that she can do what I couldn't if it ends up going poorly.
[He's angry now. Didn't John listen to what he said? Why would he still make an attempt to reach him, why would he only subdue him? Those are the paths that will lead to his blood on Bucky's hands.
It's an anger born from fear.]
Then stay away if it happens.
[If he can't trust him to do what needs to be done, then he needs to keep away.]
You're my best friend here, John, and I love you like a brother. But you're not Steve. You won't break the Soldier.
[There are a great many emotions that reply inspires. But there's warmth predominating. He hasn't felt this way about someone since Sherlock. Alfie's come close, but they're not quite to that point, yet. Plus, for all of his social ineptitude, Bucky's just a nicer person than either of them.
Which probably says something about John's circle of close friends.]
I'll stay away if I can. If someone else is in the Soldier's path and I'm there, I won't run without trying to save them, though.
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Bucky, I've told you I won't lie to you.
I will make one attempt to reach you, then I will attempt to forcefully subdue you in a way that might very well kill you, and then I'll kill you if I haven't already or that doesn't work. I can't promise to kill you immediately. You're too important to me for that.
But I'll contact Nat first, so that she can do what I couldn't if it ends up going poorly.
[It's the best compromise he can offer.]
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It's an anger born from fear.]
Then stay away if it happens.
[If he can't trust him to do what needs to be done, then he needs to keep away.]
You're my best friend here, John, and I love you like a brother. But you're not Steve. You won't break the Soldier.
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Which probably says something about John's circle of close friends.]
I'll stay away if I can. If someone else is in the Soldier's path and I'm there, I won't run without trying to save them, though.
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I wouldn't expect you to.
Call me when you speak to him again.
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