i know time doesnt work the same in every universe but i want some measure of if coming here affected literally anything at all in your universe even if you didnt remember or look changed i cant know if it made things go bad or what unless you tell me and in my world that kind of thing could end up with me and jade dead if we go back theres also the fact i consider you a friend but what does that matter after five years away right
[It's more of a snap than he might like, but the talk of timelines is a stressful topic. It wouldn't be the first time a friend lost interest because of things beyond his control, either; it's the kind of thing that gives a guy trust issues.]
thanks watson that explains everything i am just rolling in these huge heaps of knowledge its a goddamn miracle i didnt drown under the deluge watson youre a doctor about how many tv specials are we talking for this medical marvel going on
You saw the state Sherlock was in when he woke up with his message. I'm assuming you can make a guess from there. We're from about the same point now, as near as I can tell.
sherlocks an asshat and i was more concerned about the stupid suicide thing than why he looked like a human disaster or maybe i skipped right past it now that he finally looks like the person he is but im glad weve established you still dont care enough to tell me heres to friendship right so how about a question do you even care that natasha is dead or is it just one more piece of forever ago you cant be assed to give a shit about
[John reads through that message and then just stares blankly ahead for nearly a minute.
Just tell him you're sorry. Don't tell him she's not real. Just lie.]
I'm sorry. It's not the years. It's just not anything I want to talk about. My wife's dead, and Sherlock was about to die for real. I haven't talked to Sherlock in months apart from recently. It's that kind of bad.
Yes, I'm sorry about Nat. I'm sorry about a hell of a lot of things.
[The wait doesn't help. Neither, in fact, does the actual message once it comes. Dead—two people dead, and how long until it would happen to John? It might have taken five years, but his first timeline gave months, and the second three years before John had to figure out how to fix it by what Jade told him. Time span isn't a guarantee. Not remembering isn't a guarantee. Time not even working the same isn't a guarantee.]
fuck
[Maybe he should have guessed it from what Karkat told him. Someone dead out of a bad end being brought here doesn't bode well for the rest, does it? And even if Jade won, things can't be that great if she came here anyway.]
[But Watson's the one currently dealing with it.]
im sorry this is the kind of thing i needed to know but hassling you probably doesnt make it easier when its this fresh and youre here again anyway
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but i want some measure of if coming here affected literally anything at all in your universe
even if you didnt remember or look changed i cant know if it made things go bad or what unless you tell me
and in my world that kind of thing could end up with me and jade dead if we go back
theres also the fact i consider you a friend but what does that matter after five years away right
[It's more of a snap than he might like, but the talk of timelines is a stressful topic. It wouldn't be the first time a friend lost interest because of things beyond his control, either; it's the kind of thing that gives a guy trust issues.]
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It's like nothing here happened. Things are bad right now. That's nothing to do with this place, though.
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i am just rolling in these huge heaps of knowledge
its a goddamn miracle i didnt drown under the deluge
watson youre a doctor about how many tv specials are we talking for this medical marvel going on
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or maybe i skipped right past it now that he finally looks like the person he is
but im glad weve established you still dont care enough to tell me
heres to friendship right
so how about a question do you even care that natasha is dead or is it just one more piece of forever ago you cant be assed to give a shit about
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Just tell him you're sorry. Don't tell him she's not real. Just lie.]
I'm sorry. It's not the years. It's just not anything I want to talk about. My wife's dead, and Sherlock was about to die for real. I haven't talked to Sherlock in months apart from recently. It's that kind of bad.
Yes, I'm sorry about Nat. I'm sorry about a hell of a lot of things.
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fuck
[Maybe he should have guessed it from what Karkat told him. Someone dead out of a bad end being brought here doesn't bode well for the rest, does it? And even if Jade won, things can't be that great if she came here anyway.]
[But Watson's the one currently dealing with it.]
im sorry
this is the kind of thing i needed to know
but hassling you probably doesnt make it easier when its this fresh and youre here again anyway
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i guess so
[Things still don't feel great.]
im sorry you have to be here again
take care of yourself watson
[And he hangs up.]