[He hadn't been the last one to talk to John when he froze to death any of the times he died, had he? He doesn't reply for a long few moments as he thinks back in confusion, finally dredging up the confused memories of--
Oh.
Oh shit.
He hasn't often been confronted by the actions of the Soldier so overtly before, usually most of the people who've actively come into contact with him are already dead, and it doesn't feel good.]
I'd forgotten.
[Cold comfort to someone who obviously had to relive terror.]
[John's being a lot nicer about this than Bucky would likely be if the situation were flipped, and it sort of makes him want to punch a wall somewhere.]
You should've just hung up on me.
[Stupid John, too nice for his own good.]
As long as you kept moving and stayed alive, I would've understood.
Only didn't because you promised you'd keep moving. If I'd called you today and found you were dead from the cold, I'd have hunted you down to kick your ass when you revived.
I'll bear that in mind for the next time, shall I?
I'm keeping moving. Still freezing, but there's a bath with hot water close to where I've made it to. I don't think there's anyone in the area. I'd kill to have someone to sleep with right about now.
[There's a pause, then a hasty follow-up message.]
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[Not technically.]
You were the last person I talked to then.
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Oh.
Oh shit.
He hasn't often been confronted by the actions of the Soldier so overtly before, usually most of the people who've actively come into contact with him are already dead, and it doesn't feel good.]
I'd forgotten.
[Cold comfort to someone who obviously had to relive terror.]
I'm sorry.
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It's not really fine, but it's fine, you know? It's over. Sorry I scared you.
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You should've just hung up on me.
[Stupid John, too nice for his own good.]
As long as you kept moving and stayed alive, I would've understood.
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I'm keeping moving. Still freezing, but there's a bath with hot water close to where I've made it to. I don't think there's anyone in the area. I'd kill to have someone to sleep with right about now.
[There's a pause, then a hasty follow-up message.]
For warmth. You know what I mean.
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My Pop used to say that only people with a guilty conscience make clarifications like that.
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[So there!]
The point is, I'm making an effort not to freeze.
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[He won't, John is as far as this joking goes, but sometimes it's nice to be a jerk.]
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At least make sure she's pretty, please?
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Making no promises, you'll take what I can get.
Keep warm, and call me if you need me.
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