Lutha, we're in a post apocalyptic hellscape where you are literally the only person who's ever given Frisk grief for what they want to be called. We might not even alive in a couple of months. Would it kill you to be kind for that long?
If we do get home, you're never going to see Frisk again. Right now, all you're doing is making things worse for them than they have to be. I don't think that's what you mean to be doing, is it?
You're the end all for them in this moment, while they're with you. I don't know what's happened to you to make you as bitter and angry as you are, but taking it all out on a little kid isn't going to make it better. I'm sure you've noticed that in the course of taking things out on them.
I would suspect Frisk is staying, though, because they feel like you need someone. That's what they do, they help people where and as they can. Even when that help isn't asked for. They're very determined and very brave. You might just see that as stubborn, but it is what it is.
I'll ask you again, how is it going to personally hurt you to call them what they'd like to be called?
the squirt has a brain and two legs and enough guts to make decisions for himself and thats not something to just throw on me because i just happen to constantly be in walking distance of him
im not worth jack shit outside of a body and an extra pair of hands [Er. Hand. Whatever.]
and i dont know what youve been told but im not taking anything out on the kid and id ask you not to assume otherwise
im treating him like anyone collected person would as far as im goddamn concerned
and frankly i dont see a reason to stop just because a few people dont think its kind
You're taking it out on them when you constantly refer to them as a boy when they're not. How much do you think it'd start to wear on your nerves if someone kept denying something fundamental about you? Not to mention you screaming and swearing at them the other day when they were trying to help you.
You were in agony. I get it. You don't have that excuse for the first part of this.
Why do you see a reason to continue? You're just being an asshole for no apparent reason at this point, mate.
[Watson, you want to know who's wearing on who's nerves? JUST. GUESS.]
what the fuck is your problem
first i just said that im treating him like anyone goddamn sane person would
second people will believe whatever the fuck they want regardless of whether you stand up for yourself or not and telling them to stop because theyre hurting your precious feelings isnt just going to make everything easier
third he isnt made of goddamn porcelain and im getting the fucking implication that youre doing this because you think he cant just fucking stand up to me
what a surprise but he can
and ive told you already im not entertaining this stupid idea
So, by your reckoning, me and everyone else here are insane pushovers because we're not being dickheads? Right. That clears up a little about you.
I don't think Frisk is made of porcelain, but I happen to believe that when someone's got their head as far up their arse as you seem to have, it can take more than one person to get it out. Pulling repeatedly.
Your father talks to you like this? Well, that explains a lot more, sir. All I'm asking is for you to bend. That's not gonna break you, and it'll make your life and Frisk's life easier.
i told you my fucking reasoning and dont you fucking throw effort into it because it does not and will not change my answer
i fucking asked you not to try to act like some stand in parental figure slapping me over the wrist when its not your damn place
i dont even fucking know you
youre talking about the feelings of one goddamn child when you likely have patients needing more pressing matters and a town that youve just said is likely going to kill us in sixty or so days but no please keep wasting both of our time about a fucking title
About a pronoun. You're being bullheaded and contrary about a pronoun.
One child can change everything. Or did you miss that this place is full of children who have overcome incredible odds and contribute here as much or more than most of the adults?
Where the hell is your perspective? I'd leave you alone if you'd get off the damn hill you seem to want to die on and just make one concession.
this has nothing to do with him being a child or what he can or cant do
because believe it or not id fucking agree with you that it doesnt matter the age around here
why the hell do you think the kid tries so hard to pull his own weight in the first place or not talk about jack shit if he doesnt have to
hes determined to do something of use
that doesnt change the fact that focusing on one thing that might be upsetting one person regardless of their age or ability doesnt magically outweigh the needs of the many just because it ruffles your damn feathers
Jesus Christ! Would you listen to yourself? One thing. I'm asking you to do one thing, you bloody bastard. I'm focusing on it because we have almost no control here over stopping the bad things from happening. But that one thing is something you can change to make someone's life better. And you won't out of pure stubborn pride and some insane need to be right.
If you respect their damn determination so much, bloody well show it!
[And John hangs up because he's had about all of that that he can stand.]
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better to have it in his head now than get mocked and outcast as an adult
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If we do get home, you're never going to see Frisk again. Right now, all you're doing is making things worse for them than they have to be. I don't think that's what you mean to be doing, is it?
cw: language I MEAN LIKE. SORRY. FBOMBS.
i have given him the fucking invitation to walk out the fucking door if it bothers him so much
he can fucking leave whenever he fucking pleases
i dont even know why the fuck hes even still here
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I would suspect Frisk is staying, though, because they feel like you need someone. That's what they do, they help people where and as they can. Even when that help isn't asked for. They're very determined and very brave. You might just see that as stubborn, but it is what it is.
I'll ask you again, how is it going to personally hurt you to call them what they'd like to be called?
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the squirt has a brain and two legs and enough guts to make decisions for himself and thats not something to just throw on me because i just happen to constantly be in walking distance of him
im not worth jack shit outside of a body and an extra pair of hands [Er. Hand. Whatever.]
and i dont know what youve been told but im not taking anything out on the kid and id ask you not to assume otherwise
im treating him like anyone collected person would as far as im goddamn concerned
and frankly i dont see a reason to stop just because a few people dont think its kind
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You were in agony. I get it. You don't have that excuse for the first part of this.
Why do you see a reason to continue? You're just being an asshole for no apparent reason at this point, mate.
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what the fuck is your problem
first i just said that im treating him like anyone goddamn sane person would
second people will believe whatever the fuck they want regardless of whether you stand up for yourself or not and telling them to stop because theyre hurting your precious feelings isnt just going to make everything easier
third he isnt made of goddamn porcelain and im getting the fucking implication that youre doing this because you think he cant just fucking stand up to me
what a surprise but he can
and ive told you already im not entertaining this stupid idea
stop repeating yourself
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I don't think Frisk is made of porcelain, but I happen to believe that when someone's got their head as far up their arse as you seem to have, it can take more than one person to get it out. Pulling repeatedly.
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and stop acting like youre my goddamn father
if youre that worried about the fucking kid then by all means come get him yourself
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if my father talked to me like you did id be fucking dead before i hit ten
theres more important shit to deal with than making sure our lives are easy doctor
get your focus back on what actually fucking matters
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Is it in your nature to be contrary for the sake of being contrary?
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i told you my fucking reasoning and dont you fucking throw effort into it because it does not and will not change my answer
i fucking asked you not to try to act like some stand in parental figure slapping me over the wrist when its not your damn place
i dont even fucking know you
youre talking about the feelings of one goddamn child when you likely have patients needing more pressing matters and a town that youve just said is likely going to kill us in sixty or so days but no please keep wasting both of our time about a fucking title
where the fuck is your perspective
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One child can change everything. Or did you miss that this place is full of children who have overcome incredible odds and contribute here as much or more than most of the adults?
Where the hell is your perspective? I'd leave you alone if you'd get off the damn hill you seem to want to die on and just make one concession.
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because believe it or not id fucking agree with you that it doesnt matter the age around here
why the hell do you think the kid tries so hard to pull his own weight in the first place or not talk about jack shit if he doesnt have to
hes determined to do something of use
that doesnt change the fact that focusing on one thing that might be upsetting one person regardless of their age or ability doesnt magically outweigh the needs of the many just because it ruffles your damn feathers
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If you respect their damn determination so much, bloody well show it!
[And John hangs up because he's had about all of that that he can stand.]
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WELL
GREAT TALKING TO YOU, DOCTOR.]